This is my very first post. Heard of millions of people blogging, maybe multiples more have read them. Yes, I have read a few.
It has been a while since I have felt that my thoughts need to be clear and writing them down usually helps. Or so I am told.
I have tried it a few times but have done just when my emotions were taking the better of me and once I was fine, I would go back into my comfort of letting it be and believing that tomorrow is a new day. Things will be better. This was just till the next volcanic eruption of my feelings engulfed me and made me feel like I was losing it. A blog I think will be different, someone , somewhere would read and maybe write back and that would probably help. One can only wait and hope.
I chose “The woman who still wants her childhood” as I feel I must keep in focus what it is I link everything to and by keeping it in focus, I may find perspective and heal. I want to self heal and be able to smile at the things that life throws my way. I manage them but I would like to with a smile.
I don’t know what should go into my first post. I will leave it at this now and add on soon.
Honestly, I have had a disturbingly, emotional day but already writing this has made me feel better!